My new moon ritual always entails a giant smattering of cards on the floor. Notebooks spread out. 1-5 candles in various rooms. Little pieces of thoughts. I can’t help it. I become possessed by curiosity and I pull and pull and pull and light and light and light keeping a long thread. Since I use several decks, I pay closest attention to whichever card I pull twice. I look for repetition to inform my season. This most recent new moon highlighted the unpredictable Page of Wands . She came up both reversed and upright which means we are working with both and light dark energy.

There is a lot of fire but no direction. Ideas spew out of you. You posses a vivacity that can’t be tempered but you are unsure how to use it. Garrulous and bordering on reckless, the creative side of you needs an outlet. There’s an impatience that leads to never finishing things. Lingering self doubt but also lots of charisma and ego. A dissonance of skill and honest self reflection

Winter is about hunkering down to sow your seeds. It is also about re-finding your passion during this isolate and quiet time. While it is not the time to make a move, it is the time to think about which moves matter most. Scorpio is such a brooding energy, this time is well spent getting in touch with your darkest and deepest desires. Don’t fight the shadows just to see the light. See what recharges you and the skills it may take to put to good use. Seeing your pattern of taking on then giving up. What is holding you back from doing ONLY what you desire?

Three questions I ask myself: Does it make me money? Does it give me pleasure? Is it necessary?

If all three respond with a no, it’s time to drop it.

Suggestions for getting in touch with a grounded Page of Wands: Walk, make notes in your phone or notebook along the way, reflect later in bath or at night about what ideas call to you the most. What is energizing you? If walks don’t work, meditate or rest quietly. Maybe talking to friends helps more. But pay close attention to which ideas jump out at you and which ideas also seem the most doable.

You have fertility. Don’t keep getting in your own way. The world is dying for your play.